The Lack of Color
Some cities have a strange way of making you feel both invisible and alive. The streets are full, the lights never seem to sleep, and yet it's easy to feel like you're just passing through someone else's story. I keep walking anyway, hoping that somewhere beyond the traffic, the noise, and the endless avenues, there's a place where I finally belong. The older I get, the more I realize how quickly time steals what once felt permanent. We spent so much of our lives believing there would always be another chance, another conversation, another season. Instead, the years arrived quietly, carrying responsibilities, distance, and goodbyes. Somewhere between growing up and trying to hold everything together, we forgot how to simply be present. There are days when the world feels washed in grey, as if all the colors have faded. Not because beauty disappeared, but because my heart stopped noticing it. I miss the version of myself who believed every road led somewhere meaningful a...