Indecisive

Today I realized that uncertainty can hurt just as much as rejection. It's difficult standing still while someone keeps looking in every direction except towards you. You wonder if you're not enough, or if they're simply searching for something they'll never find. The hardest part isn't hearing "no" it's living in the silence between "maybe" and "never."

I wanted a chance to show who I really am instead of being compared to endless possibilities. I wasn't asking for perfection, only honesty. If two people are meant to build something together, they both have to choose it. One heart can't carry the weight of two.

I've spent enough time wishing things had unfolded differently. Some stories are delayed because of fear, others because of indecision. Whatever the reason, I can't keep waiting forever. 

If our hearts are ever meant to meet, it will happen because we both choose each other not because one of us keeps hoping while the other keeps hesitating. Until then, I'll keep moving forward, even if a part of me still wonders what could have been.

Thanks for Reading 

Prateek Gupta 

7:07 PM

Delhi, India

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