Prateek Gupta

Six months. Six months of conversations, delays, waiting for the "right time," waiting for clarity, waiting for someone to make a decision. It is funny how an arranged marriage proposal can slowly become a part of your daily thoughts without ever actually becoming a part of your life. Every few weeks there was a new reason to wait. Busy schedules. Family discussions. Timing issues. Something else that needed to be sorted out first. I told myself patience was a virtue. Looking back, patience and hope often wear the same clothes. Then came the knee injury. A torn ligament. A few weeks on crutches. Doctor visits. Physiotherapy. Nothing life changing, just one of those unfortunate things that happen. Yet somehow it felt like the entire story shifted after that. Maybe it was the injury. Maybe it was a misunderstanding. Maybe the interest was never really there. I honestly don't know anymore. What I do know is that after six months of delays, uncertainty, and trying to stay opt...

Well, Well, Well ! It's a Return of some sort a lot of things has happened but in this journal, I'll be writing about a theory called, "The Three Meeting Theory"  There is a theory called Three Meeting Theory   you meet the same soul three times, but never in the same way, The first time they're nothing just a passing face in the background of your life. The second time, it's different, There's Something there you can feel it, but the timing is actually wrong, Life pulls you apart, one of you isn't ready, maybe both and then, The third time after everything, after growth, the breaking and the healing, when you've softened in the right places and your heart no longer fears love in the same way, at This time it is quiet, you don't question it, you just listen to it and RECOGNIZE it because may be some people aren't meant to find us once, They're meant to find us when we're finally ready to stay. Thanks for Reading Prateek Gupta 3:43 P...

Mission: Impossible the highly popular film franchise that has captivated audiences with its thrilling action sequences, intricate plots, and charismatic performances and after waiting for 5 long years after Mission Impossible: Fallout Here's a short review of the Dead Reckoning Part One. which was released few days back and is proving to be another box office giant. The Impossible Mission Force (IMF) is a fictional covert operations agency that is prominently featured in the "Mission: Impossible" film and television series. The IMF is known for its highly skilled and resourceful agents who carry out dangerous missions to protect national security and combat international threat, Director Christopher McQuarrie has once again added a pulse-pounding, motion-packed journey that surpasses all expectations. This movie no longer most effectively lives as much as its predecessors, but additionally establishes a brand new widespread for the secret agent genre. The plot of "...

Owl City is a musical project led by American singer-songwriter Adam Young. The project was created in 2007 in Owatonna, Minnesota, and has since gained a large following around the world   Some of Owl City's most popular songs include "Fireflies," "Good Time" (featuring Carly Rae Jepsen), "Vanilla Twilight," and "When Can I See You Again?" (from the Disney movie Wreck-It Ralph). The project has released multiple albums, including "Maybe I'm Dreaming," "Ocean Eyes," and "All Things Bright and Beautiful." These have always been my Favourite Songs from the Project Now, Today on 24th March 2023 Owl City has put out its Latest Album titled “Coco Moon”. Following are some points why I love Owl City so much and how Adam Young is one of the person why I started this journal:- Unique sound: Owl City's music is known for its upbeat and whimsical sound that blends electronic and pop elements with Adam Young's d...

Motorcycles have always been a symbol of freedom, power, and adventure. Riding a motorcycle is an experience like no other, and it is no wonder that so many people have a profound love for them. Recently, I have found myself falling in love with motorcycles, especially my new old Hero Impulse. I had always admired that Bike from afar, but I never thought I would own one myself. However, after some research and careful consideration, I decided to take the plunge and buy an old Hero Impulse. At first, I was nervous about riding my new motorcycle. I had to learn how to balance, shift gears, and brake properly. But with practice, I began to feel more comfortable and confident on the road. Riding my motorcycle became an escape from the stresses of everyday life, and I began to look forward to every ride. One of the things I love about my Hero Impulse is how versatile it is. It's great for commuting to work, but it's also capable of tackling off-road trails. It's a small bike, so...

Das Leben ist heutzutage so erstaunlich besser, alles, was ich tue, eröffnet mir neue Wege, ich bin froh, dass ich angefangen habe zu schreiben, und es hat mich so selbstbewusst und sachkundig gemacht. 21 Monate zurück hatte ich keine Leidenschaften, ich war mir nicht sicher, was ich mit mir selbst machen sollte, das war eine der einsamsten und negativsten Zeit für mich, aber dank inspirierender und unterhaltsamer Podcasts, die in dieser Zeit da waren, um mich zu unterstützen, kam meine Motivation aus diesen Podcasts, ich habe irgendwie ein Online-Geschäft Genießew deinen Kampf, während du dabei bist, denn eines Tages wirst du es so sehr vermissen.... Die Welt mit einem kurzen Beitrag nach dem anderen zu einem besonderen Ort machen... :) Danke Fürs Lesen Prateek Gupta 22:39 Uhr Delhi, Indien

Nothing like a few days of sunlight, water, and 9 hours of sleep to heal your soul. I feel brand new again. Scheduled some stuff, made some phone calls, getting things done. Up and down and around we go! Life! I saw a movie by myself yesterday. I’ll do this every now and then. Like its obvious because of Lockdown in Delhi saw a cheesy flick called “A Time to Dance” at 6:30pm. Late Night I went to a close by eatery for the usual Junk Food takeaway. I just needed my junk food and to be gone. After an awkward minute of them finally getting my order and me whipping out my card and entering the chip into the fucking thing I said, “thanks man” fake smiling as best I could and then walked away.  Sometimes I do act like this (Like All The Time) and I don't even know why. I probably don't have the Energy to talk to them, Other reasons might be because of this City Life, Skylines, Radiations Wi-fi and most probably Other People in General. Also being born with Anxiety Issues cater to tha...

the title of this post is "post" because my mind is fed up and i don't know where I'm heading... so, where I have been ??? pretty much nowhere. just here not writing and procrastinating for months. anyway... All my lights are off. Besides my glowing Laptop, it’s nearly pitch black in my humble one bedroom. I’m wearing a DCEU Flash T-Shirt I got from free authority warehouse sales I like this t-shirt because it makes me look that I'm a fan of Flash but I am not. I am the Green Lantern fan boy from the wrong side of the tracks. My nose and hands are still cold though. It’s much quieter in my area. I’m in a tucked-in neighborhood now, far away from any busy streets. Switching to this place from my usual 3 storey cosy-flexy Home it is not saving me any money well I previously said Frugality was the new cool but Fuck That. I'm flexing, I'm content fuck it all, I am just living. As usual, I’m going to be awake and the world will sleep . It’s so quiet that I can ...

Hey, you don’t recognize me as a conscious being, but I exist and am constantly around the like buttons on your vlogs, and I want to speak up for once, after listening to your some of your recent podcasts with Pierson  so, real quick… I lurk and pay attention everything you do and have been since I discovered you during 2017 Summer. And from then to now you ended up becoming a huge inspiration that I never really thought I’d find or need since I’m very emotionally self sufficient and independent, and just assume I’d always value my own time and making meaningful contributions way before connecting. You’ve proved me wrong there. I know that I must feed my brain by embracing my creativity and striving to be more articulate and assertive in catering my own path. Along with learning in this unconventional way. I view you as comedic smart in multiple ways, and it’s an amazing thing to watch in the vlogs, and especially the year 2020 with your songs becoming my spotify playlist starte...

I am going to be totally honest about some of the creators on YouTube here in India. So, I used to write for some big creators in India I have written over 40 odd sketch scripts and general monologue content in 2017 and 2018 for different Youtubers here, first up they seem totally nice when you watch them on Youtube but not so much when you write for them, They're the absolute worst. You know as they say "Reality is often Disappointing" it is the perfect saying. All of them are pretty narc up in there brains first they totally think that a writer who writes for them doesn't deserve to be paid... like they're doing a favor to us using our content to make money. * "We will give you Credits" is the most popular sentence and it always comes first out of their mouth. * It is always your fault when they can't enact a scene from your Written monologue. * "Come up with something fresh, dude!" like you're paying me a heck load of a money ...

do you guys ever try not to do something, its tricky isn't it "Self-Control - A Stigma". I guess if we all had perfect Self-Control we would be these movie gods and rockstars but that is the thing we are not and to most of the extent that is fine. The point still remains the same why can't we control ourselves, Ironically the movie "Fight Club" (oh, yes i am movie nerd) is not about Physical Fighting it is about what you want ti choose a Chick or a Broccoli, Reading a Book or Reality TV. It showed us that the Self-Control is the epitome to ultimate spirituality we face everyday. Like Meditation is Free, Fasting is Free, Showing Gratitude for things is Free, Spirituality is Free but Consumerism isn't Free. It is a Trap actually Consumerism is the exact opposite. It contains Strong animalistic desires Sex, Sugar, Porn and Junk Food of any kind and We can actually escape this trap of Consumerism and Ego. WE CAN BECOME FREE, if we only just try... LOSIN...

MLM or Multi Level Marketing is all about recruiting sales people who will hopefully recruit other sales people, and so on. is it a scam ??? Yes it is a "sweet" scam where in the end you will think that you have ruined your Friendships, Relationships and your Willpower to do anything basically your Whole Life gets ruined. It works by word of mouth sales and the oral sales or "SELLING OF LIES" totally based on relationship (i.e. selling to your friends and family), in the hopes that you’ll not only sell to them, but encourage them to join as a seller as well. They preach making money in this way with ultimately very little effort, and it all sounds very tempting on the surface, sure but eventually your life will be ruined and will broke into so many pieces that you would not be able to fix it again. Don't want to nameshame anyone here but there's a fuck load of companies out there who had ruin a lot of lives and now in these crazy times of COVID-19 looking t...

Life is truly just far too short to get hung up on things we cannot control. - Diksha 2020 HOLDING ONTO ANGER IS LIKE DRINKING POISON - well these times are crazy and calmness has left the body and brain. Yes, I realize that anger is a natural emotion that we can’t always control feeling but we certainly have the power to CHOOSE how we are going to respond to that anger. If we scream, holler, stomp our feet and throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum (and make sure we tell everyone on Twitter) what are we gonna solve besides dragging everyone else down with us? Is that fair? Yes, I also realize that you have the right to be angry and I don’t have a clue what you are going through, nor can I understand without experiencing it myself. I could share 23 years of reasons to holler and tell the world that life isn’t fair, but what the heck is the point? Will it change anything at all? I don't think so. What if we decided to try something new? What if we DECIDED to use our anger to...

It’s gonna take me a while to get back in the swing of things, but it is good to be writing again. Somewhere along the way, I stopped doing those things I am the most passionate about. I am not certain when or why that happened. I only know that it has been an extended period of time since I have done those things I used to be the most passionate about, writing, making beats and serious photography. The simple explanation could be that I got bored with it all. That may still be true but I think perhaps that it is more than that. I seem to have forgotten that there is a big difference between simply existing and actually living. If I am going to find my passions again, I need to start exploring more avenues in life. I need to find out what does excite me about living again. I may choose the wrong paths along the way, but that is what learning to live again is all about. Where the heck do I start? Is there a magic secret to it all? One thing I do know about myself is that when I do...

Welcome to Prateek's Lockdown Diary again, how are you guys doing ??? The longer you go without working out, the less tone you get, the more weight you gain, the less likely you’ll ever start working out again. The longer you go without posting a journal, the more anxious you get about posting one, the less likely you’ll start posting again. Same paradox. Morning! woke up on the sofa. The TV’s on. because last night out of sheer boredom I started watching "The Vanishing of Sidney Hall" at an odd hour but let me tell you its a great movie ! It’s 5am. You turn the TV off and you sit there. You feel a little groggy, No bread and No sugar. did the same old breakfast and watched some News again about this demon Coronavirus. Took a shower. Clean up the room. helped my mother doing the laundry. Talked to my Life in Mumbai and she gave me few other things to think about, so I'd get my mind of this Pandemic because i just couldn't stop talking about this Covid-19 ...

All my lights are off. Besides my glowing Laptop, it’s nearly pitch black in my humble bedroom. I’m wearing this Bloodshot Tee that I bought in Mumbai. I like this t-shirt because it makes me look like I'm a fan of comic series but seriously telling you that it's a lie I'm a fan of Jason David Frank that's why I wear it. Man, Quarantine is hard, just when i thought that my venture was going good, Coronavirus came for it hard and pushed it further but still here Alive and Kicking I'm that mechanic trucker boy from the wrong side of the tracks. My nose and hands are still cold though. It’s much quieter in my Area. I actually like it, for once people are following the Lockdown which is a good thing, and this silence living far away from any busy streets. hmm, Good. Saving the Money and living with Frugality is the new cool now. I’m awake and the world might be asleep now at 12:40 am. It’s so quiet that I can hear the ringing in my ears. It reminds me of all the havo...

Social lubricant. It’s not possible to have an awkward moment when you're with me, not even after this ultimate question. “Like what the fuck is going on!?” a straight depressive face at a Clubbing Event in Colaba, Mumbai. duderino ! can't stop it. I was born with it. obviously the sane one understood it the second I told them but some people just like to be a little judgy but can't do anything to stop them too. One of my most endearing traits is that I think to an ultimate extent. I mean if you're with me you'll always see my weird fingers doing something, yeah, its that Anxious Lubrication happening to my body at all times. About Anger Management: I realize that anger is a natural emotion that we can’t always control feeling but we certainly have the power to choose how we are going to respond to that anger. If we scream, holler, stomp our feet and throw a good old fashioned temper tantrum what are we gonna solve besides dragging everyone else down with us?...

From the past two months after my exams and that one of a kind internship I was really having some trouble with my sleeping, Insomnia hits every night and the best thing in the world i.e "Music" isn't helping me with my sleep, because of this particular reason I started using sleeping apps which lead me to ASMRs (Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response) where I have now learnt a lot about the Voices within which I'm going to elaborate below: * Voice of Hope  The voice of hope still believes in fairy tales and happily ever after. It is often quickly smothered by the voice of reason, and ridiculed by the voice of darkness and doubt. But somehow, no matter what happens in life, this voice continues to survive.Yes, sometimes the light dims to barely a spark, but something keeps it alive, keeps it believing. * Voice of Darkness and Doubt The voice of darkness and doubt often believes that it is the voice of reason, that it is simply knocking some sense into me, forc...

"Hey" it is needless to say this word here, I bet no one expects posts from a person who prefer daydreams over reality. So, actually there is nothing new with me I've been Avoiding boredom and Avoiding accountability. How did I get here? Everything hurts. My mind is foggy as hell. I hate everyone and everything. I need to bite my tongue and save face as best I can. Avoid people. Next Month I'm off to Mumbai for a few days Drinking lots of water because the trainer said so also I don't want myself to be turning into a Junk Food eating werewolf. I cleaned my room. Sweating and with drawling and hating myself. Shame and guilt flooding my thoughts. I should finally write that final excerpt for my client Will I ever learn? something is wrong with me. My place is clean now. I still feel stable. I’m gonna read now until I fall asleep. Keep chugging back some water. It’ll be about a week or so before I feel good again. That’s what I get. Atoning for my sins.  ...

So, Everyone’s concept of cool is different, i started the post with 'So' it is grammatically incorrect wait is it!? Nobody cares. As i was saying everyone's concept of being cool is extremely different, for some Money is cool, for some having a nerdy collection of something is cool but Basically, people who live in the moment are actually the Coolest people. Interesting people that live their own life and say what they want that’s my idea of cool. So, can people change with time ? It’s kind of a mystery. Sometimes I get in these moods and get all hyped up like nothing is wrong, be all healthy, think long-term, logical. boring decisions on the road to SUCCESS! Then the next day I’m back to my normal ‘Fun World’ paradigm. Do we'll strive to be better? Or do we just enjoy the ride and go with the flow? Can there be a balance? Tell me this. If one guy lives his life eating oats and brown bread with peanut butter with a caffeine drink in hand every morning and he’s happy. ...